MA in Applied Linguistics & English Language Teaching.

So finally five years later I’ve completed my masters. 

But now what?

The reason I started the MA five years ago is no longer the direction I wish to take. I’m so confused help me….

For all of you who don’t know I started the master when I was single and not a mother, I had planed to use it to get me a job abroad travel and earn some tax free money. But during the course of the five years that it took me to complete allot has happened since, I got married, pregnant and divorced before I gave birth. So I’ve had a bit of a journey, my MA was placed on hold through this and the motivation to complete it had died.

Only up until recently after my daughter tuned 2 I realised that I only have 2016 to complete it if not I loose everything I’ve done. Yes… There’s a deadline you have to complete it in five years. So I pulled my socks up and made it happened. I just received an email and letter yesterday inviting me to the graduation ceromony, which I’m reluctant to attend but I feel I should. Why? To put a smile on my parents face.

I don’t even know what to do with this MA. Sorry I’m repeating myself.  I don’t even know how I managed to get it my English sucks. 

I’m not even happy that I completed it and I have no excitement. So strange isn’t it. A piece of paper granting me an MA and I’m just not bothered. I feel no gratitude or achievement from it. I feel empty actually.

Please do comment and give me some direction as to where I should go with this MA.


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